New Year...

A new year is coming.. 2008 just passed by with a flash..... Many things happened in my last year of high school.... ASEAN scholarship test , thier interview , getting selected for NS(but not going for it =p), SPM trials, SPM(swt) just to name a few.

ARGHHHH I'm gonna be bored the whole of next month....zz. So many ppl are starting their college in Jan while i'm starting in Feb and this means they will be busy and i cant hang out with them(NOOOOO).

I would like to wish my friends who are goin to NS who are Kar Wyai, Arellynn, Kean Weng, Izwan and the other ppl that i forgot but who are goin(SORRY) a safe and enjoyable time during their NS and you all better not forget us here ^^.

For Now
Signing off..

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

Well it's going to be Christmas soon anyway, one day to be exact...

Christmas being Christmas... is a time for happiness, giving, receiving and most importantly love... Normally i would be very happy when Christmas came along cause of all the presents ^^ but this year well... i don't feel happy at all knowing that I'm going to SG and no presents can really change my feelings except for two things....

But i noe i will nvr get the two things that i want.... so no point dreading over it...

Signing off..

Just Came Back....

from Singapore.

Hmm so it's decided then... I'm studying at SG nxt year. At least the only consolation of going there is that I can get a laptop ^^ and i can also chat with friends on the Net, another ^^ (well the rules wont be enforced that much, according to the person there he said that they will "close one eye sometimes")

Ah well I still need to wear school uniforms ...... sad.. I thought my days with uniforms are over but apparently not. So.. what else.... ah yes my school will start on the 2nd Feb, orientation the first week ,bla bla and everythin else.

I will need to go back to SG again next week i think... sigh. It'll be the third time I'll be going to Singapore in as many weeks. But for now...

Signing off..

Hana Kimi

Hmm hmm juz finished reading Hana Kimi manga. It's like a romance manga. I dunno why but i suddenly like to read these type of love/romance thing ... swt. It's kinda nice.

Got introduce to this manga by Jess and Ben Lim. Well not really la, they ask me to watch the drama but i lazy so i search if got manga and got so i read^^.

You should read it if u have free time. I always like the ending of these type of lovey dovey mangas lol.

Signing off...

Singapore....

I'll be goin SG tomorrow... for two days to sort out all the documents and stuff. Damn it, I just saw the rules for the IT room at the hostel and it said "Strictly no online net-chatting.....".

NOOOOOO ..... zz it seems I wont be gettin any updates bout thing happening here (lol) . Hmm hmm maybe I can sneak and try download a windows live messenger there ...hehe. We'll see.

Signing off..

College

Hmm.... college life is something that everybody should have or will live through. For us, ppl who have just finished their SPM, it will most likely be their next step in life.

Based on what I have heard, most of my friends are going to Sunway College to study(because it's the cheapest of the lot). Some of them are doing MUFY , some of them doing CAT.

Then there is a handful of friends that are going to Taylor's. SAM and A-levels are their choice. Not too mention that there are also a few ppl that would be going to INTI or taking STPM in Form 6.

For me? I'm the odd one of the group.... I'll be doing A-levels in Singapore. All of my friends I asked
about me going to Singapore have told me "just do it". Easier said than done I would have to say. I'm not a person that can really adapt quick enough compared to other ppl maybe....

PROM!!!!

Weeeee we juz had our prom recently. Hmm.... what can I say ,it was nice I guess. It was a bit disorganized at the start with the table seating and everything but it was OK in the end. Couldn't enjoy the Prom to the fullest. My mind kept goin astray every now and then. Congrats to Shaung for winning the Prom King title(lol) and Navina for the best dressed female title(eventhough the selection process was really weird .....) cuz both of them were from 5 Setia. As for the Prom Queen ........... nuthin to say.

Ah well very lazy to type anything now.... juz waiting for the prom pics from Kar Wyai.(ASAP plsssssssss)

Signing off.

Double Badminton and a Whole Day Out!!!

OK... so on Sunday I went for my usual badminton training from 2-6(normally) . Before that I got a SMS from Jessica to ask me to play badminton with her church group(along with Ben Lim, Vincent and Andrew) from 3-5 at the SS15 hall. SO.... I planned it all out(quite well i guess). I went for badminton training from 2-4 then I would go to the SS 15 hall to play with Jessica and the others, then at 5 I would go back to training until 6. It was a good outing(and maybe a bit hectic) my badminton wasnt really up too my usual standard(sigh). All in all it was good.

On Sunday night, Ben Lim asked me whether I want to watch movie on Monday with Vincent and Jess. I said OK, then he asked me to try and settle everything......swt. Ben and Vincent wanted to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still, Jess wanted to watch Quarantine(Ben and Vincent already watched it), for me I anything also can watch cuz I didnt watch both yet. According to Ben we will decide it on Monday "with a flip of a coin"....

So the next day, I waited for Vincent to come and pick me up. Ben went to his house by taxi first, then they went to school to pick up Jess then came to my house and picked me up. When we reached there it was about 10.50 and both shows started at 11.20. We went to a bookshop for a while(think it was Popular) ,then we went to the movie to buy the tickets. Oh ya btw Ben Lam joined us as well.

We decided on watching Quarantine.There were like only 5 other ppl in the cinema(swt). What can I say.... I guess it was OK,a bit scary at certain points(Those bloody things that keeps popping up in front of my face in those FPS games did help^^) Halfway through the show this Vincent had nothing better to do go sneak up behind me and tried to scare me(swt). Jess was quite scared(I guess) throughout the movie, her hand was at her mouth (I guess she could cover her eyes faster ^^). After the movie, we couldn't decide on where to eat in Sunway pyramid so we went straight to Yong Bin's house.

Vincent fetched us all to Yong Bin's house. We reached there at about 1.30. We played mahjong for a while(a very different mahjong then wat I normally play) . I mean we as in, Me, Yong Bin, Vincent and Ben Lim. Jess and Ben Lam were using the computer and checking the Internet. After a while we decided to go out and eat at a mamak stall becuase some of them were hungry. We all walked to a nearby mamak stall to eat.

It seems that when we were walking to the mamak stall there was one guy on a motorbike following us. It was noticed by Ben Lam and Ben Lim I think cuz when we were walking there
both of them were walking at the back. Vincent and Yong Bin were at the front and me and Jess were right behind them. I guess the person was trying to snatch Jess' handbag well as she was the only girl in our group. But when we went into the hospital compound the guy didnt follow us anymore.

At the mamak stall, me and Ben Lim ate roti canai, Vincent had roti tisu, Ben Lam had mee goreng, Yong Bin had murtabak and Jess had some rice with chicken and vegetables. After a while we headed back to Yong Bin's house. Vincent left first to go to the gym. We went to Yong Bin's room and hanged out there for maybe an hour or so. We checked his photo albums( a hell lot of photos in it) he also has a hell lot of mangas ^^.

Vincent came back to Yong Bin's house at about 5 i think. At about 6 we left Yong Bin's house and went to Vincent's house. When we reached Vincent's house, Ben Lim and Vincent took a shower. I used Vincent's computer for a while and Jess tried to sleep. I said tried cause Ben Lam was annoying here to no end(lol). After Ben Lim and Vincent took their baths it was about 6.30. We left the house at about 6.35 and reached Carrefour to park cause it was free ^^(it was Jess' idea) Then we took a walk to TGIF in Subang Parade to celebrate Kar Wyai's birthday(it was surprise party organized by Guo Yi, who else?)

About 10 ppl were already there before we came. Once everybody reached TGIF(with the exception of Anandh and Dinesh, who came late) we waited for Kar Wyai. There was a bit of a worry before anything started cause Guo Yi was freaking out because he juz SMSed Kar Wyai(dunno what but with the way Guo Yi was freaking out it must have been sumthin that was quite bad) but it was solved in the end, phew.

When Kar Wyai finally reached TGIF, everybody started hiding(luckily Guo Yi booked a place where there is something that is blocking us from the direction Kar Wyai was coming from) and then Danesh, being the only one that had a clear view of where was Kar Wyai, "informed us of her position" . He was like at first "Alpha 1 approaching"(swt) .When Danesh gave us the signal , we all jumped up and yelled "SURPRISE". Kar Wyai was cleary shocked but her mom seemed more surprised than Kar Wyai eventhough she knew about it.

On to the dinner, our table was me, Vincent, Ben Lim, Ben Lam, Yuet Yin, and Jess. I cant remember the other tables , hehe, ah well nvm. We stayed at the place for about 2-3 hours I think. Then we sang "Happy Birthday" to Kar Wyai, then it was the TGIF ppl who sang happy birthday to Kar Wyai(in a different way of course). They had Kar Wyai to stand on a chair and give a speech ^^.

outside TGIF

After the dinner Ben Lam, Ben Lim, Vincent, Yuet Yin, Jess and me went to go shopping. Well it was more like Jess and Yuet Yin going shopping, the four of us were just there to follow. I was following Vincent back home and he wanted to stay there longer. Ben Lam and Ben Lim were following Yuet Yin's car and thats why we followed those 2. Jess left first, followed by Vincent and me.

All in all it was a very good day. PROM is up next^^.

For now,
Signing off.

LEFT 4 DEAD!!!!!

YAY just started playing Left4Dead yesterday. It was so fun(and damn frickin scary at first but i got used to it ^^). Everybody should try to play this game(well if u don't like fps then don't play =p) but it's a game that u shud try even though u don't like fps games.

signing off

Interview Day

Juz came back from Singapore for the interview thing.

Well.... what can i say .... hmm it went OK .

I sat in the bloody bus for 10 hours in total both ways so it was a very tiring journey.

Okok so here is what happened for the whole day.

I woke up about 6.20am gettin ready and all of that and left the house at bout 7.20am I guess .We reached the departure place at about 7.40 am. My dad got us the tickets then we left on the bus at 8 am. It was quite a nice bus u noe, it was a double decker bus but the passenger seats was only on the top part of the bus... the bottom part was a luggage compartment, a toilet and a lounge. Yep, in the bus there was a lounge it was quite nice 4 single sofas and 1 double sofa and a table then opposite of the double sofa was a TV.

At about 9.30 they served breakfast(they even serve food on the bus like an aeroplane, they served nasi lemak btw) .On the upper deck there were 2 TV screens (1 in the front and 1 in the middle). They first showed Alvin and the chipmunks then they showed Spiderman 3. It took in total about 5hr and 30 min(including all the stops we had to make) to reach the bus stop in Singapore.

When we were at the Singapore immigration, when I was waiting in the bus after the immigration, there was this bus parked beside our bus. It was only a 1 storey bus but it was like the first class of an aeroplane cuz it the seats(bloody big seats) were arranged 1 on each side of the bus and they had a TV for each seat.

see the TV in the bus?
When we reached Singapore it was 1.30 pm and my interview was at 2..... so we rushed out of the bus and straight away took a cab to CJC(Catholic Junior College forthe ppl who dunno wat it stand for) it took bout 20-25 mins(the cab driver was driving a bit too fast for my liking but what to do, need to reach there in time).

So we reached there bout 1.55pm and we straight away ran to the administrative office. When we reached there we ask the lady at the desk that we had an appointment and all those stuff and then she asked us to wait for a while. A few minutes later one woman came out and asked for me, then we talked for a while then she asked me to take a "Mathematics test" I straight away said "yes". But later I was thinking "I thought it was an interview only not a test" , then she supplied me the stuff that I needed to use for the test. She wanted me to take 2 tests but I only had time for 1 cuz my bus gonna leave at 6.30.

So she gave me the paper and asked me to sit in their lounge (I think), to do the test. The paper was called sumthin like "test in the area of Mathematics". It was 2.5 hrs and had 16 questions. I though they gave me too much time(they did give me too much time ^^). I bet everybody is gonna think "aiyah maths oni mar for Sebastian sure easy" (i hope) well it wasnt that easy.

It was a combination of Add maths and Mod maths and also maths that we have never learned before(swt). There were 2 questions that we have not learn before which was intergration and differentiation in trigonometry so I skipped it(later i told them anyway). 1 of the Modmath question I never seen before in my life(it was Sets btw), the question was ... malas wan to write the question( quite long u noe) if u wan to see then ask me.

I finished it in about 1.5 hours so there were still and hour to spare, so i just looked back and tried to do remaining questions that i couldn't do(i couldn't do about 3 questions excluding the 2 questions we nvr learned b4). The place that I did in was actually quite cold for me(and being me, quite cold for me means extremely cold for a lot of ppl) and the air-con was only 21 degrees.

So after the test the lady took the paper and brought it sumwhere to mark. Then a few minutes later the lady ask me to come in and talk to the principal. The principal was an Australian(that's what I found out) by the name of Brother Paul(I think). He was holding my paper and i got a glimpse of my marks, it was "57" .I dunno out of how much but i think it was out of 100.

He said I passed the test and said it was not too bad but if I am going to the college he said I would be needing to catch up to the ppl if I start school. He said my score was not bad cuz juz that morning there was sumbody that took the test and only scored "13" so my score was better compared to that. Then we talk for about 15 minutes like that and he set us off to go to see the hostel if i'm going to stay there.

When we reached the hostel, my father talked with the supervisor about all the stuuf like the money, how is the bedrooms, etc, etc, etc. When my father was done talking it was about 5.25. The school called for us a cab then came at about 5.30(this cab driver drove fast as well) . We reached the bus stop at about 6 liddat. We walked around for a bit so that I can find the Aeroline office in the building beside the bus stop(if I'm goin to study there in a future).

So, at 6.30, we left on the bus to go back to sunway pyramid. It took about 4 hrs and 45 mins. I reached home at about 11.30. Oh ya, on the way back, the police stopped all incoming traffic for a while.I thought it was some big shot but it was actually buses... a lot of buses , easily 50-60 buses. We waited there for bout 5 mins.

Signing off. (longest post I ever did)

1 More Day...

Just 1 more day then I will be taking my oh-so-crucial interview.

I havent really prepared for it.... ah shit, ah shit. Ah well i'll just take things 1 at a time then.

Haven't been doing anythin much the past few days but oddly enough i feel kinda busy, played a few games of RA3(medium is so much tougher than i expect it to be >.<) , played Wolfteam every now and then (trying to get my skills back) , trying to get Left 4 Dead(a very cool game it seems, u should watch the trailer here )

Ah well since my interview is tomorrow then that means prom is just a week away ppl (y don't everybody just go , it's gonna be fun and it's the last day everyone can meet up with each other )

I'll try post sumthin tomorrow when I get back from Singapore(zz 4.5 hours bus trip one way i'll be back about 7 pm earliest)

Signing out.

The High School Days Are Over.....

College, Time to BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!

After 5 full years of high school this chapter in my life can finally end.... and yet I would love to continue this chapter in my life.

Do I feel sad? happy? excited? disappointed? relaxed? tense?

I haven't found out the answer to this question yet because I have too many feelings now to comprehend each and every one of it.

So many friends I have made through out these 5 years at high school and of course I am going to miss them all.

This chapter of my life started way back when I was in From 1 back in 2004. New people , new friends and a brand new place.

Things started out a bit rough for me, I myself was a bit rough round the edges but I think I , um .... how could u put it "refined" myself throughout the years.

In Form 1, 2 and 3 I was a bit immature(ask a few of my friends they should know ^^). It was like in Form 4 and 5 I was a whole different person.

I would like to dedicate this post to every friend I made throughout these years.

There are SO many things I am going to miss and I wish everybody the best for the future ^^.

New Name

I got the idea from JR(sori =)).

So i changed my blog name to Paura Nessuno Uno(it's Italian btw)(which is still the same meaning as my earlier blog name =p)

Badminton!!!

Yesterday I just played badminton.

This was actually like decided like maybe a week ago. It was going to be after the accounts paper on Monday for those unlucky Science stream ppl who took accounts(^^).

It was actually suppose to be 8 ppl and 2 courts but in the end it became 6 ppl and 1 court.

First, it was supposed to be me, Ben Lim, Vincent, Yong Bin, Andrew, Yuet Yin, Ee Lyn and Jessica. In the end it was me, Ben Lim, Vincent, Andrew, Jia Wei and Peng Han.

It seems that Yong Bin, Yuet Yin and Ee Lyn either couldnt come or no transport and Jessica's great-grandmother passed away. The plan for badminton was in a bit of jeopardy for a while but I managed to work it out in the end.

So how was it?

It was OK in terms of me playing. we only played doubles cause we only booked 1 court and I didn't lose a game ^^ so i guess it was good.

Wanted to go to Langkawi with my friends but my parents didnt let (T_T). Ah well maybe next time(I doubt that).

Before MERDEKA

I'm gonna talk about the tension(what tension?) that u could say many ppl(if any) felt b4 sitting for the final paper(well for most of us,sad for those who take Accounts).

So today was very odd as our first paper today started at 11.40am so it was different to go to school neither early nor late.Ah well i came to school bout 11.00 and most of the ppl were there already.

And so, the first paper started (which was EST 2, EST2 was the only paper that was objective despite being labeled the 2nd paper)

There were mixed reactions some ppl said easy, others said hard, to me it was OK(took me bout 30 mins to finish, I took my time only)After it was done we had about 1hr and 20 minutes till the next paper.

At 1.30 mostly everybody was back at school and then it was time for the 2nd paper (which was called paper 1 by the way :p)

In 1hr and 15 minutes we had to do 2 information transfer question and 1 essay. The first 2 were quite easy, it was the essay that was killer(most ppl said that they didn't have enough time to finish it , or some of them said that they used less points then the amount given). Well for me I used all the points and elaborated on them so i guess I'm in a good position i hope. I did the first 2 questions in like 15 minutes or so. About 5 minutes remaining I finished my essay so it was good. I think i was the first 1 to finish cuz when i looked around everybody was like still doing it.

A couple of minutes from the end, I think the invigilator was looking at me and smiling since I finished it. Her look was like an "I know u finished and want to go out because this is your last paper " look.

When all the papers were collected i thinked Iman shouted. Then when we passed the class nxt to us Guo YI shouted(more like screamed) this time.

Chung Ee brought someof thos things u turn then stuff will come out(i don't really know the name of it) and he started to turn those stuff. Then, 3 of the chinese gang rolled up their "slip peperiksaan" and burned it to make it like a torch lol.

Well i guess that is a bout it on what hapened before and after the exam.

Happy holidays everybody.

MERDEKA MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No it's not the Merdeka as in the 31st of August, It's Merdeka as in SPM IS OVER WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

After 14(to me its 14^^) stressful days, 8 days of exam,40 hours(exactly 40 funny eh?) in a classroom , IT IS FINALLY OVER . 2 YEARS OF STUDYING LEADS TO THIS. AND TO TOP THIS OFF IS THAT I WILL BE DEFERRING NS. WEEEEEEEEEEE (again)

I feel sorry for the ppl who need to take accounts( your merdeka wont be as soon as us^^)

TIME FOR SOME RELAXATION AND ONLINE GAMES.

YES YES 1 MORE!!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE PHY DOWN PHY DOWN PHY DOWN!!!!!!!!!!

Just 1 more to go and its EST.
Last time EST was called Easy Simple Test but now it is much harder to score. The only problem is that EST hard to score but little to study so it seems very much like a holiday now.

Physics today well what can u say it may be the only 30% harder subject(John Quek said everything was goin to be 30% harder but most of it wasnt ^^)

Paper 1 and Paper 2 was OK but paper 3 was a bit of the killer the experiment part but i think i managed to do the right one so it's good.... i think.

Ah well no nid concentrate on studying hard core already (YAY)

WEEEEE BIO DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, the 24th of November , was a bit like a D-day for many ppl(including me) as Bio is a hard subject to score. Today seemed well ..... it was OK i guess. That's the hardest subject down and now 2 more 2 GO!!!!!. We got an quite an accurate tip today for P3.

PHY up next ...... shit. Nid study, nid study.

ITS NEARLY OVER!!!!!!!

Weeeeee 7 down 3 to go

CHEM down

BIO n PHY 2 successive days. SHIT gonna be a tough 1.

BM-[/]
BI-[/]
MM-[/]
AM-[/]
PM-[/]
SEJ-[/]
CHEM-[/]
BIO-[ ]
PHY-[ ]
EST-[ ]

SPM is....RIGHT NOW!!!!

Currently all the form 5 are taking their SPM at this space of time.

The first 3 days are done so there are 5 more days to go(for those who take accounts then 6 days too bad for u all =p).

The first 2 days... went better than expected ^^ the BM was O...K , the BI was like normal , the Sej was much more easier than I , and I think everybody as well , expected so it was good.

The third day which was Mod Math , simple only.

So 6 subjects down 4 more to go. Chemistry is next up!!!

BM -[/]
BI -[/]
Sej -[/]
PM -[/]
MM -[/]
AM -[/]
Phy -[ ]
Chem -[ ]
Bio -[ ]
EST -[ ]

ASEAN Scholarship

Phew.... it's been 2 weeks since i last posted anything.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM thats the only thing i really am thinking about now.

But.. that's not what this post is about. It's about a letter i got a few days ago.

I won't write the whole thing but her's the first few lines....

"Dear Sebastian Wong

We are pleased to infrom u that you have been offered the Merit Award to pursue your studies in Singapore......"

The questions that are going about in my head right now would be "Should I be excited? Should I go? Should I not go?.... blah blah blah.

Currently I'm in a big dilemma. My thoughts are getting preoccupied by the ASEAN scholarship thing and my studies for SPM. And my studies havent been going smoothly lately because of this thought.

There are so many things to consider before I make my decision which can change a hell lot.

If I go , there would be so many things that I will miss and need to give up. But if I don't go then I may be losing a chance of a lifetime.

AHHHH.... I really need to be concentrating on my studies first.

Malaysian mail is so slow. The letter was sent to me on the 29th sept I receive it on the 10th of oct.

Sick~

Stupid cold i got. It's no fun having a cold, I couldn't do anything these past few days, too sick. Today i feel a hell lot better but not in my best condition. Ahhh, this afternoon gonna play badminton with my bro and his frens.

let's hope my cold will be gone by this Sunday so that can go school. I dunno y I am missing school a bit liao. See all u guys on Monday. :D

"Heartbroken"(My first EMO post)

The hole in my heart,
Is infected with thoughts of you.
If I could get you out,
I might heal.
But when I think you’re gone,
And I heal,
You come back,
And tear me up.
The only vaccine,
Is pure hate.
And that heals it.
But it also tears me up,
Somewhere else.
So for now,
I’ll suffer from,
Heartache.

I seem to like this poem.....
More or less this is how i feel....

A Whole Week Of Holiday.....

Ahh..... the week of holiday has just started for all the students. Hmm, sad for all those PMR students cuz no time to relax during the holidays.

Its gonna be one hell of a boring week for me. Nuthin much to do juz gonna stay at home ... study(i doubt it), eat, sleep, computer, exercise, study, eat, sleep, computer, exercise, and this routine keeps going on and on.. and on... and on. Sad :(

Juz gonna mafiaing the whole time, and trying to gradually forget about ***.(:D) .Cmon ppl organize anythin i'm dying here

WEEEE END OF TRIALS!!!!!!!!!

Last friday, which was 2 days ago, the Form 5 finally finished their SPM trials!!!!!!! (finally)
The last paper was ........EST 2 (so easy 1 that paper 20 min fin liao) Now got holiday 1 week.

Sooooo after the paper 14 of us(Me , Kean Weng, Sai Cheong, Yi Xian, Jer Renn, Peng Han(he say he wasnt coming but he came oso),Vincent, Ben Lim, Norman, Kok Wah, Jessica, Sui Ying, Jia Wei, and Andrew) went to play badminton at Jaya Square. 2- 5 a friggin 3 hours(nvr play that long b4) Me and Kean Weng played with Sai Cheong and Yi Xian . Sadly we lost 21-10,21-17 (first game there was sumthin wrong, 2nd game was much better)

Then about 4 liddat this kean weng out of steam liao went back :p(we , well actually i wanted to play double with him fight Jer Renn and Peng Han but he say "Tired liao" so what to do?)
So then i had to have to be content with a singles match with Jer Renn(for me it felt quite good the match i played quite well but still lost like 21-11).

hmmm...... i oso played doubles with the others. I only lost 1 game playingwith th others( it was me and jessica vs norman and ben lim , sad lar lost 22-20 leading all the way until 20-18 [this norman ar aim most of his smashes at jessica not at me :p])

So then at 5 (well more like 4.55 the person there turn off the light liao :p). I was the last 1 to leave the place (no fun shud have followed vincent's car since got space). All in all it was a very productive day for my badminton.

(dam shit lar holiday oso nid study TT)

First post

First post....cool =)